Confusion

I owe you the world,

Yet,

You almost took it from me.

Feelings I don’t understand,

Your presence musters.

I want to be near you,

Yet your distance comforts me.

I fear that which has happened,

Would you be as you were before?

Or would all the

Lying,

Cheating,

Dishonesty,

Have left you?

I love you, but I hate how you were.

It tore me apart,

Yet now,

It’s all that holds me together.